Sunday, September 11

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Lemniscate

Deep-pression : mournings are hell
Käthe Kollwitz- painter
On the Heights of Despair - Corian

Remember that sometimes not getting what you want is a wonderful stroke of luck. Dalai Lama

I sit high on my throne. The king of despair, All alone.
Remove all emotional attatchment

Sure only of the things I don't like
Made queasy by the emptiness of life
Frozen wasteland crust
What are you doing here? Waiting for the day to end


Consenting to be decieved
Complains of hard times because he could not afford to buy a crown, Growth for the sake of growth is the ideology of the cancer cell I aspire to be acquainted with wiser men than this

An American Prayer, Post America
I awake in a sweat from the American dream red-neck burned-out mid-west mind, looking as hideous pale and unclean as corpses WE ARE ALL EQUALLY WORTHLESS I couldn't see the books were on the shelf

Posthuman~
You'll have to excuse me I'm not at my best I lost my interest in self-sabotage. now I'm living on the profits of pride

I speak the truth but I guess that's a foreign language to yall, satisfied with nothgin

http://hugoschwyzer.net/2011/03/31/if-i-were-thinner-id-have-the-right-to-expect-more-on-perfectionism-and-the-scarcity-model/

Consensus majority
Linguistic determinism - we cannot think what we cannot say

Victory in christ: freedom from the lust of the flesh WILL OF THE ARYAN NATION Occultism and the far right

How do you kill something that's already dead
No Future!
IT IS NOT A SIGN OF WEAKNESS TO ADMIT YOUR FAILURES

Sexual selection is evolution
When its allover what a beautiful fucking wreck Degas made headlines by painting prostitutes and ballerinas without trying to perfect them

Wormwood
Antigone. A foil is a character whose personality and attitude is opposite the .... Allegory

Rev 9:6 And in those days shall men seek death,and shall not find it;and shall desire to die, and death shall flee them

Before, when I looked at a piece of blank paper my mind was filled with ideas. Now all I see is a blank piece of paper
I just put my mind elsewhere and imagine someday life will be better

Tempatation to try them that dwell upon the earth. Mass extinction - Ill let you do that but you'll have to deal with the consequences

Recognizing whatever it is about ones life that could not have been done by anyone else

Ease the pain escape reality
Leave the real world behind

Willingness to engage in the sometumes painful process of rehabilitation


I'm sorry if this is your wakeup call
Its a down economy I'm half empty
It is the civilized folk who are the real barbarians

I would sacrafice whatever I could just to fufill my dream

Chronic dissatisfaction
foredoomed by the inexorable advance of progress to inevitable extinction. the argument shifted to a discussion of whether his demise should be considered a desirable or regrettable eventuality

He never really lives because he is always torturing the life out of himself to clutch at wealth and honors which, even if he wins them, will prove to be but glittering illusions It is the civilized folk who are the real barbarians


Golden age of ease and plenty

I am as free as nature first made man,When wild in woods the noble savage ran

Knowing myself, liking myself and not caring if anyone else does

AS HIGH AS YOU SAY
Beneath the crust, shredding moans how happy they are who wake no more, Our waking dreams are fatal
The bell strikes one We take no note of time
prophetic of her end
She died in the church and was buried with her name, nobody came the world is over, start wasting away the end has arrived start struggling The fun is over The creatures try to tip the scales in their favour You’re a scavenger, You’re a maggot You’re living off the corpse of the old world Born dead (to this world) who'll survive troubles entailed by maintaining an extravagant lifestyle tend to outweigh the pleasure of partaking in it those who have escaped domestication and have re-integrated with the wild You can't hurt me I'm already dead reduce one's possessions increase self-sufficiency just sitting around waiting for the day to end the radio chimes tunes of insanity many people would prefer a magic pill instead of trying difficult behavioural changes Tell me your story

Beware what earth calls happiness All, all on earth, is shadow, The land of apparitions, endless is the list of human ills

Being freely touched indicates lower status

the Chinese language carries crisis and opportunity in the same ideogram.

I took the money I was saving for my honeymoon and spent it on a cemetary plot

sitting waiting for Mars, Can nobody hear me

The Value of Voluntary Simplicity (1936)

tireless and profoundly disciplined, however was also rather quiet

The synonyms of all the things that I've saidAre just the riddles that are built in my head

Henry David Thoreau. In his book Walden he advocates simple living and self-sufficiency among natural surroundings in resistance to the advancement of industrial civilization reclaiming skills and developing methods for a sustainable co-existence, including how to feed, shelter, and heal ourselves with the plants, animals, and materials occurring naturally in our bioregions.
simple living can be a reaction to consumerism, materialism and conspicuous consumption

"The unexamined life is not worth living." Socrates