interpreting the nightmare

Yesterday don't mean shit cause tommorrows a day you have to face Who benefitted from the murder Exclude outside reality and build your own ACCEPT SUFFERING and you'll never suffer again Deathcamp cheekbones I adore toxic waste oil spills and serial killers speed up our suffering Fast track to enlightenment Found dead in a trailer park belly full of vicodin and prozac Hang yourself on a playground fence After all those years as the centre of attention hess a bit of a loner but he's happy She grew up on the side of the road where church bells ring Anxiety habituates to exposure It has to be foreign object free I am sick of all this non existant bullshit my mind makes up Deepseated desire for revenge because of their origional defeat Viewed women as defected menThey could do this for the rest of their lives Inimidation by odour Safe in their poverty Anytime after ten on a friday night under the ramps of a bridge Poverty is the new wealth anoniminity is the new fame Being absent is the new being present Nothing more happens more nothing happens Do not allow yourself to be controlled by circumstance you'll always be controlled by the world Moses needed to teach the slaves how to control their own lives Buy flowers for my grave Every challenge creates opprotunity The only roadblocks are mental roadblocksOr they drift and deteriorate, let themselves go to pieces unable to do any consistent work they take to drink gambling whoring All despair is fundamentally a despair of being ourselves Love in our civilization is so rarely a genbuine affection, maltreatment and betrayal abound Love to Secure affirmation for ones idealized image I'm always looking for what's not to like By now you're already running from flophouse to flophouse In apartments where rock stars have overdosed You cannot be the person they know and the great, glorious person you want to become not at the same time I accept chaos Don't laugh,but Save the planet kill yourself Work buy consume die Nothing to do nowhere to go Lack of pizza and sex