interpreting the nightmare

I fuck to come not to concieve We never learn Women are less in control of their lives than men The demons are with me Fear of being less than perfect Tend to have shallow emotional relationships because of their tendency to hold others to equally unrealistic standards I grew up the hard way Goal directed activity Avoidant I don't like how easily everything can be faked Sliced punks on meathook Your god is your chains reject your god reject your system do you really want your freedom Your birth is a mistake you'll spend your whole life trying to correct For worse or better Don't expect others to give your life meaning I never know if I'm dressing for myself for other women or for a man Victory meant a soft bed and an easy life I have a positive outlook on death He couldn't decide which he liked better whiksy or dope At least have the guts to live up to the consequences A person who dresses in black constantly is seen as being neurpotic and morbid trying to convey an impression of menace and threat Ohlin committed suicide, leaving a suicide note that read "sorry for all the blood".Before the shows, Dead used to bury his clothes into the ground so that they could start to rot and get that "grave" scent Honestly, I don't think he was enjoying living in this world."You feel like you're doing something to address the problem but really you're not, why bother? It occured to him that if he died that night he would die happy If I wanted to sit in a bar all day I could Relief does not exist I'm not even able to take care of myself so don't expect me to be able to do much elseThe pursuit of upper middle class domestic perfection While not so subtly tying your self worth to the sheen on your bathroom tile I have the biggest cock in the building I can be complete on my own The true attacthment was to the story of her disappointment In the end its never what you worry about that gets you Eastside westside suicide Scumfuck tradition