interpreting the nightmare

How do you want people to see you I would like to see if erin andrews could dance her way through a hail of bullets Community of christ Stay in the shithole just climb higher so it doesn't stink so bad Lacking in authority and trustworthiness since their genuine apperance was masked by artifice A lonley neglected girl living in squalor Without any wide living or drinking 80% of the time do the right thing 20% go wild I slept most of the day away Escape avoidance Calming effect and induce sleep The woman fills the costume Hatred would of been easier with hatred I would know what to do There's no hope I am what I am how could I get rid of myself? Weed out the losers and reward the victors Have you ever been with a girl who made you want to quit the rest of your life? Did you ever say, “I want to quit my life and just fuckin’ snort you? If you charged me $10,000 to fuck you, I would start selling all my shit just to keep fucking you666metalhead420 Human=garbage like a trucker drinking while you should be sleeping Leadershit Kids make bad decisions that's what teens do Reach for your gun Sometimes I feel like I live in grand central station What's your payback My parents are going to freak out when they realize I've been shot to death Their goal: save 100 souls I come from a family of car salesman Those dumb punk kids will buy anything