interpreting the nightmare

Hollywood will fuck you when no one else will I've been running with one leg imagine when this thing improves You are not that important Wealth is a ghetto My corpse in the ground being eaten buy worms Percieve and interpret what is going on around us Fantasies of death no longer haunted her Lost sense of self worth Emotional flatness Going through the motions of living The world is black and life is futile All she can seem to do is chain smoke and drink wint The same fire that melts the butter boils the egg You really don't care anymore Your emotional responses are out of proportion to the stimulus You may find you have retained little or nothing Born to suffer Righteous punishment for our sinful nature Radiated doom and gloom enhance our human potential adding depth and meaning to life DOOM Lifes a bitch and then ya die Compliments won't change the way she feels about her sudden loss Morbid self analysis View the whole world through a black filter so trivial or unlikely to help that they won't try them If you wait to feel motivated you'll be waiting a long timeSelf fufilling prophecy Reduction in the amount of pleasant life experiences Hopeless doesn't mean helpless Natural desire to be alone with ones pain I think only stupid people have good relationships You give them a big mac and some nikes and they're happy In a time of uncertainty Deals with issues Its america dude learn the rules Well its like I always say take my life please Dead alive Get drunk a lot and work 40 hours a week Don't just do something sit there Emotional and psychological problems he was medicating with drugs Rigorous painful gut wrentching honesty The partys over Who am I to try to dictate the outcome of this experience before I even experience itThis is an experiewnce that's happening You're one of them Grieve for the childhood she never had and unlearn the negative messages she internalized growing up Modern culture withou its perennial outsidersIf we can't stuff our feelingd with sex let's stuff them with food I criticize instead of having compassion But for the grace of God Weak ludacris almost unamerican Came to believe a power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity Spititual connection rigorous honestyu Say a prayer while the rest of us stand in silence Outside of society You never wanted me so I say fuck you